That is it I FUCKING GIVE UP!!!! LIFE GOES TO SHIT I CAN NOT STOP IT!!!!!!!!!! THE ONLY THING I CAN DO NOW IS STOP TRYING IF YOU NEED ME E MAIL ME IF YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW I AM E MAIL ME!!!!!!!!! LIFE IS SHIT I GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!MAYBE I WILL TRY AGAIN IN A FEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!!(PS~ MY BIG DAMN PROBLEM IS BUBBA AND I WILL NOT BE HAVING KIDS
Ok I just wanted everyone to know that MARK ROB and RACHEL are doing OK. They have not been on line lately due to the simple fact that their internet access is now limited to the time they have off work which is nto much and is mostly spent sleeping. Someone screwed up them using the internet at work. I do nto knwo what happen or why but I will find out all I can and get back you everyone as soon as I can. I know it is hard to be so far away from them all and hope this brings some comfort to you all. I love you guys and am sorry it has taken me this long to get this info to you.
someone sent this to me and i thought i woudl share my results with you.. I find it odd that I am tall and curvy and not many others are.... i thought about doing tall and fat but rachel says i am an 11 on the scale of 1-10 so i must not be fat...lol
Well tonight was lame and there is nothing I can do about it. The night is now over and the day is getting ready to start. I surfed the web and filled out a shitload of stuff to post on here. only about a quater of it made it on here but what ever. I guess this is my night of the week that i will try to forget by drinking a few shots of Jack and going to bed.
Bubba Alram Clock----- When will the buzzing stop????
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What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are confident and ready to tackle life. You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance. You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines. You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!
You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.
You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck.
You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
Yup I got something new.. What is it? I am not telling.. No I am just kidding we got a camcorder. I am so happy . Not only can I take video with it but I can use it as a web cam and a regular camera. I am so excited we got it two days ago and I must say I feel the need to go somewhere and use it. Not that it has not already been used but you know something I can show my kids ( if i have any) or my friends..LMFAO. Sorry but you all know me and that I am not normal. Bubba loves the thing I can barely get it out of his hands. When it is time for bed it is like trying to take a peice of candy from a fat man. I still have to see if the webcam works but I really don't know if I want most of the people I know from the internet to know what I look like. Some people are so weird.
Ok enough about the camcorder. On to something else.
My downs stairs neighbors suck big hairy monkey dick!!!! It is 1:08am and the people down stairs are playing some kind of funky music that has a lot of bass and nothing else. They do this almost every night. Do they work? Do they liek to sleep durign the day? LMFAO we are going to find out. Lately I have been staying up till about 5 am mostly because of those people. So today I am staying up until at least 7 am and I plan on cleaning my house as soon as Bubba leaves for work. There are a lot of things that need to be vaccummed in here and I am sure I can find a few things that have never been vaccummed but will eb in the morning.
I think I will do this all while listening to some wonderful Tori Amos. I think the volem on the surround sound should do it but jsut in case I pulled out a radio. I think it is Mark's but I put it in my room with the bass speaker on the floor.
Ok I told you all a few days ago that when I got home I would express how I felt abotu my mom and everything that is going on with her. Well as you can tell I have not been on to do that so here it goes. First of all her boyfriend is one odd looking guy. he kinda looks like Grorge off of the show Seiflied. (or however the hell you spell it). He is nto very talkative and that makes me think he is tryign to hide something. I do NOT like that. But apparently he is good in bed and that is why my mom is dating him. Whatever there are still certain things I do nto wish to know about my mother and her sex life is one of them. Second I can not say that I hate the fact that she lost her job. I think now she will have time to restart her cleaning business where she makes more money anyhow. Besides if she restats that then maybe I will help her out and make a few etra bux on the side.lol O well sorry to cut this so short but I have to get to bed early morning tomorrow(5am) and it is already past my bed time.
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